Tuesday, March 29, 2011

what's that you say? A blog post? Oh dear..



I feel like I dont post enough lately, or annoy you with my troubled soul muwahaha
so Ive decided to multi-task while posting
therefore I am writing this while eating my maple and musta
rd chicken breast with sauté vegtables (hey I tr
y to eat good food once a while you know, cha
nge of pace with the ramen) And its delicious. you can lick the screen all you wan, its mine muhahahah.

I finally got the kick in the ass needed to get to work o
n stuff
like 3d, its nothing yet except boxes, so Ill only s
how the concepts
to add to the portfolio, Im like, trying to do DIV
ERSITY hell yeah :D

so first one you saw in the last blog post, the sorta-steampunkish hallway
now you get a sorta prettier city like town :D

next is the ravaged room XD if you dont understnad my scribble oh well
I'm going to start building thoses in 3d :D cant wait *hugs 3dsmx*
so that covers the "I'm working for a better life" part now here's the lifestyle part

last week I was litterally sleep deprived, I mean I wor
k late afternoon shift during the week and early morning shift during the weekend D:
im so sick and tired of this job T_T
so saturday night instead of going to see
people I went to bed at 9pm
thing is... its a god
saturday night~
so nightbors were throwing a party, and I would not complain cuz how manytimes did I do parties here? tho I was a bit mor
e lucky then them
cuz the crazy lady that lives upstairs never bothered us. Yet thats what she did, she started yelling for hours in the hallway till the superintended got tired and called the cops on both of the noisy people. ended up with police bringing the lady to the police station.
. at 2am..so since people
yelling in my ears deprives me more of sleep I drew :D

good thing too cuz I succeeded at putting a drawing I had in my head for awhile on paper 8D
it shows the dark
ness of m
y soul pfffff
tho I have been feeling down lately but you know Im stronger than that :B

taaa daaaaa

now I shall leave you with sketches of the drink and draw (dnd) night I went to last week :)
and resume my comission drawing while eat
ing ice cream in my lonely apt
cuz I'm so loneellyyyy oohh soo lonnellyyy I have
no bodyy foor my owwnnn *like sticking crappy songs in your heads :B *
also I was able to put the tatoo Ive been wanting for a long time (more that a year at least) and so its going to look like that :

got bored at1am, started drawing.. oh dear got spring fever getting to me? harharhar
all in all just wanted to draw something smoochy and cuddly and sexy, yes. so thats what came out.
cuz I approve of piercing and tattoossss ♥ :B
and if you ask me who they are, they are a fragment of my imagination, not a representation of anyone, tho, you can interpret*siighh* maybe sleep will cure me of my craziness 8D *sleep nao*

dont be shy to comment D: I like comments! and critics.. and just a hello is good too. ♥

Monday, March 7, 2011


Its funny how I tought that my life would get any better, but you know, shit is happening, still
but oh well, I'll deal with it you know, like I always did, not the first time, prolly not the last time my ass gets owned by mr bitchy life haha.

Anyways I was a bit down this past month cuz of the said shit was like hapening over and over and over. I needed a slap in the face to force me back to reality instead of sulking away~ I think Im all good now, I need to keep in the surface and find all my motivation for the final showdown muwahah

so, since I was a slob and not doing art, I went to a friend's house to draw, and draw I did
annndd, after working on commision I did a quiky sketch on photoshop yayy
so I have material to show you even tho they are not high quality sketches they are something at least :B

the first one well I didnt know what to draw, so in the end My friend asked me to draw her in my style, so I did, here be the result

she actually framed the drawing in the same night :D ♥ my first drawing that is in a frame yayyy (normally only my paintings are XD ) so after that I was like. arrr what to draw?
so I ended up with this :
Its pretty meh, nothing to it really, but THEN I GOT STRIKED with an idea! yayyy
wich, for once, is NOT a person its a landscape YAYY.
so, like that, no ruler, I spat it out
its a bit charged. And I think I might do it in 3d, just for the lol, and to add new stuff to the already old portfolio yes, would be a good idea :B

And after a long day of working on my list of commisions, I ended up just doodeling away in photoshop just before closing it, just cuz I felt like it so there you are: a sorta moulin-rougesque girl yayyyy~

Its so nowere haha XD but it was fun, drawing again is helping me getting back on track.. a little bit :)
love you all~ may your dream be filled with annoying girly stuff like ponies and cupcakes :D